January 30, 2012

Freedom

Today was the day that wouldn't end. Ugh, bad day indeed. I think my pregnancy hormones are starting to really get to me. I literally sat and quietly cried at my desk all day. And why? I have NO idea! I just felt like it. Sure, I'm stressed about the baby, sure my job is frustrating, yada, yada, yada, but these are all good things in one way or another. Perhaps the memories of what was happening two years ago are coming on too strong. I've been thinking a lot about my sweet Easton lately....

Once I was finally able to stop crying long enough, we had a company meeting so that my mom could make her big job announcement. After 4+ years as manager, holding, quite honestly the world's WORST job, she's stepping down as manager, and taking a position that allows her to work at home. FREEDOM! Everyone in the meeting was crying and upset, but if only they knew how badly this job was affecting my poor mom. She'll still be working at the company, she just won't Mrs. Send-all-your-problems-and-angry-customers-to lady. Good for her! Suffice it to say, my crying didn't cease for long. I think I'm going to call it a night early. My eyes are puffy and sore, my head is pounding, and my feet are swelling. It would appear as if my blood pressure is high. Nighty-night...round two tomorrow.



(Day 283)

1 comment:

  1. its so hard. hormones can get pretty intense and no one around you seems to understand and they sit there and judge. it takes alot to carry a baby. your doing great. and have such a wonderful life. i hope things get better for you. just know i have depression etc as well and adding on hormones and hormones makes me literally crazy as well. so i feel ya. you can do this:)

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