Fingers Crossed

Today has been so emotionally confusing. I didn't get to sleep until about 3 AM, so when I rolled over and opened my eyes at 9 AM, I was in such a bad mood. BAD! I was so negative, stressed, and worried about everything I'm going through right now. But, miraculously, I decided to get up and apply to more jobs, and slowly but surely, my mood changed. I got a call from a manger that wants to interview me tomorrow. Out of all the jobs I applied for (about 15), this was the one I wanted the most. It pays really well, and it's literally next door to Ryan's work (so we could carpool). Almost too good to be true. We had a temple trip planned for tonight before this happened, so I went with an even deeper purpose. It would truly be a blessing for me to get this job.




(Day 208)