Two Birds with One Stone....

As I was laying in bed tonight, thinking about the last three months, a lot of things came to mind. I wondered why Heavenly Father chose me. Why after living such a rocky life and going through so much, did He think that I deserved to be happy? After living through the hardest experience of my life and thinking that it was truly going to kill me, I came to a realization tonight. Heavenly Father blessed two lives at the very same time. I was so determined to look at the negative that I completely missed the transformation happening before my eyes. I have been blessed! More than I ever deserved to be. My sweet baby came into the world and opened up my eyes. I have so many things to be grateful for and SO many blessings. I am a diamond in the rough. I still need to be polished, but now I feel like maybe I'm not just sitting in drawer, being ignored. He is polishing away and my life is brighter.

"Two Birds with One Stone" they say. Well, two blessings with one baby. That's what I say.